Saturday, September 25, 2021

a break in the weather, Queen of the Night, Friday's appointment


We had our first cool fall day fall on the first day of fall. How cool is that? The last three days have been glorious; cooler (temps in the mid to high 50˚s at 7 AM), brilliant blue sky, and low humidity.

While I didn't get to see the cereus in full bloom Monday night, I did get out and see the last three blooms and just those three were scenting the air. If it follows the pattern of the last few years it will put on another big set of blooms in a month or so. It is truly the Queen of the Night.

Saw another little frog on the glass in my back door, this one a green tree frog. This one and the brown mottled one I posted earlier are the first frogs I have seen all year. Usually I come across them more frequently.

The last three days have been very busy for me. We went into Rosenberg and turned in a very old Apple computer with the heavy bulbous monitor and the tower that went with it and the TV whose screen went dark. We'd only had it 5 years but apparently that's sort of the lifespan. It was a chap ass TV to begin with. I expected to have to pay for the monitor as that's what it says on the Best Buy website about the recycling program but the guy didn't ask for a penny. I gather it was so old it didn't contain whatever monitors contain now that is expensive to recycle. And while we were there we bought a new bigger TV, a whopping 32”, the same size as the one we turned in. We just don't watch enough TV to justify getting anything bigger and having to clear wall space and rearrange the room. I also got a new tripod, one that will accommodate my iPhone which is the only camera I have right now. I'm so happy. Now I can take pictures that are level and plumb. That's really hard to do holding a phone camera. And then very busy at SHARE on Thursday, the work was non-stop either filling baskets or restocking my shelves and then took the recycling that had been piling up.

So yesterday was my appointment with the EP. I had been keeping a diary of my days on and off afib since about the 5th. The pattern is about two days on and two days off. If it holds I should go into afib later tonight. We'll see. Anyway, I was in perfect sinus rhythm during the appointment. Of course. I asked him about the sweating and whether or not he thought my flutter had come back (no, he said to that) but he did note that I’m on thyroid meds and thyroid malfunction can contribute to both sweating and afib, asked when my last blood work was done, December, so he’s ordered another thyroid panel to make sure there isn’t any easy solution to these sudden long episodes. Then we’ll go from there. If the medication is no longer controlling the afib then probably the best option is the ablation because he doesn’t want to increase my med dose as he feels I am on the highest dose for my body size and condition though if I want to put it off for a few months that’s fine. Once again he said the condition isn’t life threatening, just quality of life issue. I asked him about that, that I was getting questioned a lot when I told people that. He said that the irregular rhythm, rapid rhythm in and of itself is not life threatening. I asked about the threat of stroke, he said that strokes aren’t always fatal, that the usual effect is paralysis, and I’m on medication to prevent blood clots from forming. So, I will hear from his office when the results of the thyroid panel are back but I don't expect anything has changed and then I will have to decide if I'm ready to go through with the ablation. Probably depends on if this pattern continues (which it did, back into afib Friday night, still am, just irregular though, not rapid).

I did look up the fatality rate of stroke which was 1 in 8 people die within the next 30 days and my father's death certificate lists stroke as cause of death. He had an event in the middle of the night and died immediately but no autopsy was done because my mother didn't want him cut up. My father was a pathologist and one of his duties was autopsies and since he was a member of the medical community, the doctor acquiesced to my mother's wish and just listed stroke as cause of death based on his medical history, a stroke two decades or so previous and high blood pressure which he would not take medication for. So we don't really know what killed him. Could have been an aneurism or a massive heart attack.

Edit:  Let me reiterate since no one seems to be understanding...my EP does not take the threat of stroke casually or lightly. His father died of stroke and he is adamant about no strokes happening on his watch. It's why I had to have the interior ultrasound before I had the previous ablation to make sure no clots were in my heart and why I will have to do that again before I have the other ablation before he goes in my heart to do the procedure. It's why he insists on me taking the very expensive eliquis instead of any of the much cheaper ones because it's the best de-coagulent so that clots won't form. Also why he stresses quality of life. I'm not stupid. I read up on all this stuff. 




24 comments:

  1. And good morning to you. :)
    I've had one of those "didn't kill me" strokes, but it did take my long term memory. Short term too.

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    1. Let me reiterate since no one seems to be understanding...my EP does not take the threat of stroke casually or lightly. His father died of stroke and he is adamant about about no strokes happening on his watch. It's why I had to have the interior ultrasound before I had the previous ablation to make sure no clots were in my heart and why I will have to do that again before I have the other ablation before he goes in my heart to do the procedure. It's why he insists on me taking the very expensive eliquis because it's the best de-coagulent so that clots won't form. Also why he stresses quality of life.

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    2. I'm not stupid. I read up on all this stuff.

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    3. Perhaps, deep in my fuzzy brain, I was trying to say something comforting. I do understand....and I care.

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  2. The cereus truly is majestic.
    Quite frankly, the threat of stroke is not nothing. They can be cruel, robbing the victim of both physical and mental abilities. I am not quite sure why your doctor would be so casual about them.

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    1. Let me reiterate since no one seems to be understanding...my EP does not take the threat of stroke casually or lightly. His father died of stroke and he is adamant about about no strokes happening on his watch. It's why I had to have the interior ultrasound before I had the previous ablation to make sure no clots were in my heart and why I will have to do that again before I have the other ablation before he goes in my heart to do the procedure. It's why he insists on me taking the very expensive eliquis because it's the best de-coagulent so that clots won't form. Also why he stresses quality of life.

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    2. I'm not stupid. I read up on all this stuff.

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  3. Your nighttime cereus bloom is truly extraordinary. A future sculpted piece for you? I'm a little bemused by your doctor's casualness about strokes. My husband's father did not die of his, but lived 30 more years paralyzed on one side and unable to speak or read. Cognitively, he was there more than he could express, which frustrated him no end. A stroke not being fatal shouldn't be the only consideration.

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    1. Let me reiterate since no one seems to be understanding...my EP does not take the threat of stroke casually or lightly. His father died of stroke and he is adamant about about no strokes happening on his watch. It's why I had to have the interior ultrasound before I had the previous ablation to make sure no clots were in my heart and why I will have to do that again before I have the other ablation before he goes in my heart to do the procedure. It's why he insists on me taking the very expensive eliquis because it's the best de-coagulent so that clots won't form. Also why he stresses quality of life.

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    2. I'm not stupid. I read up on all this stuff.

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  4. Those night-blooming flowers are so beautiful. I would so love to see a flower that blooms at night.
    I hope all goes well with the medical stuff.

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  5. Such gorgeous blooms. Being backlit by that light and having the black night all around makes them glow with an incredible beauty. Thanks for reading up on 'all that stuff' because I read your posts and thus I learn from you! I have a thyroid condition and am surprised that a-fib is connected to it. :/ Have to wonder if my dr. knows that. Just because they're a 'dr.' doesn't mean they know everything!

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  6. Those blooms are GORGEOUS! Wowza! I'm glad your doctor is on top of things - human bodies are such complicated things & don't feel the least bit scientific.

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  7. The photos of the night blossoms are stunning- so dramatic, so ARTY! WOW.

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  8. Yup, exactly what Linda Sue said.

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  9. Good to know you are taking good care of your heart.

    Beautiful cereus and frog. Coincidence? The last time you mentioned the cereus I was again reminded of a poem I read in high school and was inspired to see if I could find a used copy of the small book of poems it was in. I found a copy and bought it.

    Here's the poem:

    ... as she walked
    in that strange garden

    she met a night-blooming Serious

    They talked together
    for many nights

    When she had to go on
    to the daylight world

    for company
    she brought him
    poppies
    and a small green
    tree frog

    Hillary Ayer Fowler (1966)

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    1. how amazing is this! the cereus and the frog together. thanks.

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  10. That cereus is surreal! Or should I say ethereal? It's interesting that you posted about frogs, as I also usually see lots of them and have not seen any until a day ago, when I saw two. It sounds like you are on top of this and under very good care. It's unusual these days to have a doctor who will take the time to listen and answer questions.

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  11. I have a friend with a night blooming cereus. So many blossoms. She has parties in her drive, for us to see them bloom.

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  12. I finally realized that I don't know what EP means. It must be for a specialist. I know that GP is general practitioner, so it must be like that. I remember your Cereus from times past, and it's just as gorgeous now. As for frogs -- I've been moaning forever about the fact that I never get to see a frog. Well, today I saw one: brown, tiny, and almost invisible in the mud out at San Bernard, but there he was. It made my day.

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    1. EP...electrophysiologist, a cardiologist who specializes in heart rhythms and their malfunctions.

      so glad you got to see the little critter.

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  13. Love the blooming night flowers! So perfectly gorgeous! Feel better soon, I hope!

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  14. Those are fantastic photos of the cereus. So amazing. I'm glad you got rid of the old electronics!

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  15. I can strongly relate to your concern re stroke and health. It's not always easy to accept what medical expert tell us when our own feelings/fears and family experiences are always there like a shadow. I hope you feel ok and whatever the next step, it'll help you to stay as healthy as possible. You are a very active person, physically and mentally, that's such a bonus.
    Those cereus blossoms are amazing.

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