Yesterday...I'm
done with all the grinding! Yay for that. Took longer Monday than I
thought and I worked til almost 2PM but I got as much of the rocker
out as I think I can. Not perfect but really close. Fortunately it
was mostly cloudy yesterday, cooler, and it wasn't even in the 90s
yet when I quit. Tomorrow I think I can get all the polishing done
and then I want to use etching cream on the feather and the egg and
then everything will be ready to be assembled.
I
enjoyed my day of relaxation Sunday but I can only sit for just so
long unless I don't feel well or am completely exhausted so I'd read
for a while, get up and move the hose, pick up some green pecans,
surf the web for a while then get up and move the hose, read, snooze
a little, get up move the hose, picked up more green pecans, watered
the azaleas around the pecan tree until it was finally time to walk
the dog.
Today...I
unintentionally slept late. I startled awake to see Marc looming over
me like a vulture.
“Just
checking to see if you were still alive,” he says. It was 8:15 and
he knew I meant to be up and over at the shop by 8.
And
so I managed to get over by a little after 10, worked til 1PM, came
home, cooled off, filled the sink with warm soapy water (hotter side
of warm but not so hot I couldn't put my hands in it and in
retrospect probably too hot anyway but the thing had been at 1650˚
in the kiln), washed all the small pieces and then put the box in and
let it soak while I had lunch, scrubbed it with a toothbrush to get
all the last bits of plaster and glass dust out of the tiny crevices
of the texture, rinsed it off and...it was cracked.
And
you know the whole time I was working on it today I was super careful
in my handling of all the pieces (and I did do some more grinding to
fit the heron head as what seemed good enough yesterday seemed too
much today but I was taking off miniscule amounts and it really fits
good now) because back in the back of my mind was a fear I'd chip
something.
I'll
try one more time to salvage it. We can reinvest it and re-fire it
and anneal it for longer. Might work, ought to work, might not work,
but, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Won't be doing it this week
and maybe not even next week. I need to get some distance from it but
I'd like to try it before the open house.
Well,
one good thing is that it cracked here before I glued it all together
and sent it off. At least I still have all the other pieces that I
can think about other ways to use them if the blue box becomes a
total waste.
But
damn. All that work.
In
a way I'm kind of relieved. The intense push is over and I can do the
rest at my leisure, depending of course on how the recasting goes.
Another
good thing that happened today is that it rained! Not for very long
but fairly hard and we got 3/4” and I can't tell you what a relief
that is and the forecast is good for more tomorrow.
I'll
be grateful for that.
I hate it when I have worked so hard on something only to find that I made a mistake. Sometimes, you just have to walk away!
ReplyDeleteone more try
DeleteOh shit! I would be kicking the wall in. Your composure is admirable.
ReplyDeletenot the first time I've put in a lot of work on a piece just to have it fail or break. besides getting all upset isn't going to change the outcome.
DeleteAlso: Artist during the period when the Alhambra was built in Sevilla took great care to include faults into their work as perfection was not to be the aim of mere humans.
ReplyDeleteyeah, that'd be nice but nobody's gonna buy a piece of glass with a crack in it.
DeleteEllen, I would have cried and screamed and yelled and cursed.
ReplyDeleteWell, you're right- you can put some distance between it and yourself for right now until you see how it all resolves.
So glad you got rain. I hope we get some soon as well.
oh, I got over failures in glass a long time ago. besides throwing a screaming fit won't change anything. and I've not given up on it, just need to step back and get a few successful pieces done before I try the last attempt at saving it.
Deletethey were saying a better chance of rain today but that hasn't materialized.
Oh, I do hope your idea for fixing the crack work. It's such a lovely piece.
ReplyDeleteyeah, me too.
DeleteOof - how annoying! I would be devastated, but you sound pretty calm about it. I guess you have lots of experience with this type of thing. Now I'm wondering if you can put some gold in the crack like the ancient Japanese did :)
ReplyDeleteyeah, as I told Ms Moon I got over failures in glass a long time ago. it's always a possibility. the first ten years of so working with this technique we had more failures than success or at least 50/50. our success rate slowly climbed to now when it's not often a piece fails. that would be cool but I can't feel the crack on the inside or outside so it's possibly an interior crack, no place to cram gold into. besides, no one is going to buy a piece of glass with a crack in it.
DeleteOh no. How heartbreaking. I hope you're able to salvage it. You seem so calm about it -- but I guess working in glass you're used to cracks. Fingers crossed!
ReplyDeleteyeah, no point in getting all worked up about it. and it helps that I think there's a good chance of salvaging it.
DeleteDamn, all that work for sure! What a good attitude you have though. I would be crying and thinking the world was coming to an end.
ReplyDeleteBut I'm glad the rest was satisfactory, and look how much you still got done...amazing.
not the first piece to fail and won't be the last. besides there's a good chance refiring it will heal the crack.
DeleteAwful because you were so careful. Not a casual effort. I am sorry, but if it can be repaired, hurrah.
ReplyDeleteShe gets knocked down, she gets up again- over and over. Exhausting ! BUT the final success is so stunning that it must be quite a rush in the end! One day you will bag it, look back and say "how did I ever do that?"
ReplyDeleteOh no! Such a beautiful blue box! Take a breath. You'll know what to do.
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