The government of the United States has become a wrecking ball. Not only here but worldwide. Not content to bring this country to its knees, it is intent on destroying the law based world order that has been in place since WWII preferring instead one based on conquest.
We were given a list of 150 words in yesterday’s art journal workshop, a hundred and fifty words of love, compassion, hope, positivity. The first exercise was to pick one word, not as a new year’s resolution but rather as guidance for the coming year. Too many words, how do you pick just one. At first I chose mindful but I already have a page in mind devoted to the word mindfulness so I perused the list again and I saw it. Create. This was my word. But first we cut a page out of an old dictionary and glued it to the page in our journal and then chose a color of acrylic paint and painted over it. When the paint was dry we took a marker and wrote our word on the page and then wrote down what that meant to us. So I wrote
create
because there is so
much destruction in
the world today
bring more art, love,
joy, compassion
into being
And then she told us to select miscellaneous papers, stickers, tapes, what have you and cover up the words. That made me laugh a little so she explained why. In therapy, art or otherwise, writing things down is a way to expunge them from your psyche, to get them out and reduce their power, and they may be things you don’t want other people to be able to read, your pain, your fear, private thoughts so you write it all down and then cover it up or destroy it. So while my words were not so private, that was the exercise. I used tissue paper, stickers, decorative tape, stamps. I stamped the word again across the top.
For the second page we first did a watercolor wash for a background. Then we were to select a scripture or something from a favorite hymn (folks here are religious) and write that on the page with marker. I’m not religious so I chose the simple ‘be here now’ one of my guiding life instructions. Next we selected three colors of acrylic paint and painted on a small rectangle of 1/8” hard acrylic plastic, flipped it over and transferred the paint to paper. When that paint dried, we were to embellish it however we wanted.
Third page was a collage, something I’ve never really been that interested in. So we used foil on which we colored with water soluble markers, wet the page, and transferred the color from foil to page. Again, after the page dried, add whatever we wanted from the materials she had brought….stickers, colored paper, markers, tissue paper, strings and other fuzzy things, etc. I kept mine simple.
So that was my day Saturday. After, I went by the new little bookstore and picked up the used copy of American Gods by Neil Gaiman she ordered for me and then I went to check out another new little enterprise in the next block. Tru Bath and Body Boutique - home, body, & spiritual wellness. Organic luxury bath and body essentials like lotions, soaps, perfumes, balms, bath and shower bombs, that kind of stuff. But the really interesting stuff was the spiritual and mental wellness section; herbs, resins, camphors, candles, incense, smudges, charcoal burners, all kinds of stuff and guidance for their use. I imagine the majority of religious Wharton would be horrified at this juju if they knew. That’s three new interesting little shops (including the dispensary) in the block off the Square. I hope they survive. Five years ago they wouldn’t have but there’s been a lot of new home building in the last couple of years bringing people from Houston and Katy and Sugar Land and maybe even Richmond who commute so maybe Wharton is getting a little more enlightened.
On the way home I stopped and got another bucket of pecans cracked, the last I intend to shell, and inquired how long they would be open as I have four almost full boxes of pecans I’ve picked up since I sold what I previously had and they are still falling. The last two days were windy so I expect more are on the ground. I guess I’ll take them in towards the end of this month.
And then this happened Saturday evening.





And that last photo is all that matters. (Well, that and your art.)
ReplyDeleteMy daughter and her grandkids, my great grands.
DeleteI kind of hate you had to cover up your words on that one page - I think you should do another one highlighting the words instead. It kind of reminds me of one of my favorite poet/artists, Lori Hetteen. Here's a link to one of her paintings:
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking about that though no one see them if I hadn't covered them up. I'm thinking of doing a page that is just one life affirmation after another.
DeleteCodex: That's not art therapy. You're supposed to get the negative out then not look at it for at least 6 months by which point the pain is less.
ReplyDeleteWhat you wrote would go on top of the prepped pages. Weird.
Never heard of a store ordering used copies.
Bookstores that do not sell used copies big chain stores, no but this little shop sells both new and used and I imagine any small bookseller that also sells used books would.
DeleteI was thinking about your choice of "create" etc. after your comment on my blog and it's spot on. So easy to sink back and think, what's the use, when we have so much in us to enable change and beauty and community. I know this exercise of covering up from a women's group where we spoke about fears. I really like what you made here.
ReplyDeleteI am sitting at the desk my daughter used when she grew up and she scatched "be here now" into the surface.
It's ages since I ordered a brand new book, I always go to second hand shops, both in person and online if I cannot find what I am looking for in the library. I suppose it's a death nail to the publishing industry and probably every author but I've given plenty of sweat and money to the industry in my years as a poorly paid and overworked bookseller.
When we give in and become isolated and fearful, they win.
DeleteI've bought my share of new books. Now I rarely buy books, new or used because the library will get whatever I want that they don't have from another library through a lend agreement. Sometimes it costs a dollar or two but mostly free. I've bought two used books from the new bookstore because I want her to succeed though I will still mostly use the library.
I fear we are going to need more than words, however motivational or inspirational they might be. The world is in serious peril at present.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely. fill the streets with protest, push back. But it's also good to remind ourselves of the good we can do in our daily lives.
DeleteI love these journal pages! I keep thinking I'm going to do something like this but never do. However, this does not stop me from buying journals.
ReplyDeleteI don't know why but those spiritual wellness things always make me cringe. I had a yoga teacher friend who came and stayed with us with her two children when a hurricane was coming through her area of Florida and she kept burning some sort of smudgy thing and it drove me batshit.
Those babies! A lapful of babies. Nothing better. I love Paisleigh's shoes. I want some just like them.
Thanks. I think there is a lot to be said for spiritual wellness and the ritual that helps manifest that for some people. I've never felt the need for ritual or herbal cleansing though I don't doubt that it has some effect whether that's actual or placebo. I think your houseguest was rude to be burning stuff in your home. She should at least have asked if you minded.
DeleteI wish you haven't had to cover up those words. I think they were powerful and want to see them out there in the world.
ReplyDeleteThey are out in the world now on my blog. In my journal even not covered up, no one would see them so it really doesn't matter. Just thinking, devoting mental energy to those words has more effect than writing them down, thought is energy and energy manifests.
DeleteWhile I could live with choosing a single word for a project, choosing a word for a year makes no sense to me. I want all the words there are to be available; I want a big wordpile to make use of, just like a big woodpile. Picking a single word seems to me to be like saying "I'm only going to paint with yellow this year." What fun would that be?
ReplyDeleteThe amount of words was overwhelming. And yeah, why just one word to guide you through a whole year.
DeleteCodex: You can get a free 7 day trial in Texas for appletv. You can watch it that way. Prime should be free but double check. It's only 9 episodes. Worth the watch. Think you'll like it. The cinematography is real no CGI and it's beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI doubt we'll use the 7 free days. For one, it would be hard for us to get through 9 episodes in just 7 days. and things like that are easy to sign up for, not so easy to get rid of but I will check Prime.
DeleteA good cuddle is worth its weight in gold!! I like the journal entries. Writing is good therapy. I started writing letters when I had my nervous breakdown. At that time the available meds did not meet my needs in any way. I wrote many letters to my mother that were never mailed. I even wrote a letter to her after she died. Very cathartic. Our relationship was so difficult. Her need to control me out-weighed her need to have a real relationship with me. I just find it sad now and have forgiven her and myself.
ReplyDeleteThat's my daughter and her grandkids, my great grands. I love seeing her as a grandmother.
DeleteHad I written cathartic letters to my mother I probably would have sent them. My mother was too self centered to develop any real relationship with any of her kids.
I adore your art therapy journaling and the words you chose are no less powerful for being layered under your artwork. Speaking of art that photo of you cuddling those beautiful babies is the kind of art that makes life itself a radiant thing. Thanks for sharing it here. Love.
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